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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-05-14T19:53:12.675781Z
I need to stop yearning for more and start appreciating what's already mine. I yearn for a house with a big garden filled with flowers, perfect furniture, perfectly clean with the perfect husband and kids. I need to focus on how imperfectly beautiful my house is now. There's tea stains on the hall floor which shows how much we love tea, my bedroom may be a complete mess but the way my little mirrorball captures the sun while it's setting and projects tiny rainbows onto my wall while I'm doing my mundane homework is magical, nothing is as comfortable as sitting on my couch and drinking a cup of tea and eating a bar of chocolate that my dad buys me every Friday after a long week of school. The thing is I need to stop this want to live in a perfect house and have a perfect life because the thing is one day I won't live in this imperfect house with my parents and it will be all I'll yearn for.
Date: 2021-06-28T02:31:21.972474Z
It took me two years to finally be here and still not with a clear mind I admit about my sexuality.Although I'm totally convinced that my family(both parents sides) would dissaprove of me liking girls because like I mentioned before they are very committed christians.I have learned to accept myself more in the past months than I ever would have in the years before.Finally I confided how I feel towards girls to two friends this time being dead serious because I always used to make a joke out of what was clearly my truth.It's really a different reaction to every person, one of my best friends already knew for a fact that I liked girls eventhough I just mentioned to her that I felt quite confused about my gender orientation.She told me to take my time trying to figure it out and she'll love me regardless.Another best of friends said she loves me and it changes nothing but there was this one comment that really got to my nerves and I pushed it away,I figured those type of statements are always going to be there and I know she didn't mean no wrong. She said that I probably need a good lay from both a female and a male to figure out what I like more, but reading through instagram posts on bisexuality made me realize quite a lot on the topic and the usual comments people make about it. At this point I feel no need to rush into putting a label on myself, nor do I know with certainty that I only like girls or both male and female however, I know for a fact I'm not straight. It's crazy because we're drilled into our heads since a young age that we're to know what we want at the age of 20 and above like we can't change at all as soon as we enter our twenties. I'm 21 still trying to figure this out and all I can say is that if you don't place your self love first and commit to loving yourself more everyday you might end up facing very gloomy days and it's not fair for anybody to go through that. This is the first time I openly share my sexuality with others and the good thing is 'story place' is as anonymous as you wish for it to be. Ending this(I know I've bored you enough and this is long) I wanna share this awkward thing that happened to me the other day.My siblings and I were watching a movie and My brother carelessly said that I'm a lesbian it wasn't the first time he blurts it out, but this time my parents were walking in the living room as he said it, then my sister speaks up saying I'm bisexual because I like both male and females. I swear I'm so thankful the lights were off because I felt my face heat up at their statements and I couldn't even defend myself I had no answer and I think I stuttered a bit lol. My parents looking like they were all ears in, just stood staring at everybody.Then my younger sibling blurts out "y que importa que es digo? No iva hacer un difference"( "and what does it matter what she is? I mean it wouldn't make a difference") and I felt my smile grow big on its own and everybody even my parents started laughing. Even before this ordeal I'm convinced my parents would love me regardless of my sexual orientation,that wouldn't change their love towards me but they'll have a hard time accepting,if they ever do accept, my sexual orientation.It would very much scare them I'm sure because of all the problems I can face in this messed up world being part of the lgbtq community and the hateful comments of other family members or church members.Was going to post this yesterday but could never leave Ivana hanging😭❤
Date: 2023-08-09T17:57:08.579646Z
The moment i saw her smiling at me and walking to my bed side my heart stopped and just the biggest smile I've ever had. The sign i was asking for it was right in front of me. Friday July 28th... Second day of non dropping fever 38.9, i went to the nearset Health Centre in my village they started to examine me, my chest, lungs, urine my chest was clear, my urine too but she could hear something down and back in my right lung. So she wrote me a note and told me to ruch to the emergency in a hospital, i was about to leave for Thessaloniki so i went, i arrived at 10 pm and they measured my blood pressure, heart rate, oxygen and ofc fever. 39.7 my fever, 92%my oxygen, my heart was ok and my pressure too. So they wrote me a note i took my number and waited.... For 5 hours...my fever was either 38.7 or 39.3 was playing. Finally at about 3 am i saw a doctor who took,my blood, urine, chest X-Ray, heard me again and at about 6 am sunrise at Saturday morning i was admitted yo the Hospital with PNEUMONIA without classic symptoms. They drowned blood again, temperature again and they put me a butterfly with IV, paracetamol for the fever and antibiotics. I didn't sleep the sleep vame at about 7 in the morning but not well. At around 11 in morning while i was talking to my mom, i saw her i saw her smiling, coming to my way. I pop ut the phone down and did what she asked, put the thermometer to measure me, checked and reinforced my butterfly in my arm and put the antibiotics two kinds, my temperature? 38.7 she just frowned and went to bring paracetamol to drop my fever. My mom wanted to see who the girl was, the moment she saw her she complimented her gor her smile and clean eyes and asked her to watch me bc she couldn't be there due to her season work she has. Ofc (lets call her S ) S calmed her and said she will watch me. Without knowing S just made the biggest difference in my situation just with her smile, beauty and positivity. Sunday July 30th She was working morning until 4 pm, my visitation day my sister and father came to bring me some clothes, pads bc i was menstruating too, underwear and i asked a nurse to unplug me so i can take a bath, i did i felt somewhat better, my sis did my hair like i was mma fighter I loved it, also i wanted to be clean and smell good for S. The visitation ended and i left alone, i talked to my best friend about our girls (FreenBecky) and at about 11 pm I layed and slept but around 2 am i woke from chest pains, i sat on the bed to measure it and be precise on where i pain. She was there too, the moment i opened my eyes i heard her voice smiled immediately. The nurse came to see my IV and measure me and i told her i was in pain. She run to S and came immediately and asked me how my pain was from 1-10 where and if i knew what kind. My fever 38.5 paracetamol again and informed my doctor, he came drowned me blood again and did EKG to see if my heart is compromised from fever. Everything was normal. So i layed and almost immediately I slept. Monday July 31st The most difficult day of my life, they couldn't find what exactly i have some said Pneumonia, some said unknown reason for my fever so i broke down, i was crying from the morning until the night, S had day off so i broke down. Fortunately my fever was 38.1 at 8 am and from that hour hadn't go up. Every measure was down and smiles finally the antibiotics kicked in. My sis vame again and had some company but Tuesday and Wednesday no visitation bc of Hospital was on ER duty. Tuesday August 1st The moment I opened my eyes and woke she was the first i saw with her casual clothes. A good day for beginning without fever a day, she came in smiling again,and smiling bigger seeing that i am feverless. They took me down for Catscan to see where the problem is, my right lung so Unsymptomatic Pneumonia thankfully i caught it very beginning so we attacked it. Also they did a heart ultrasound bc of a raised price on my morning EKG. Fortunately all good. Wednesday August 2nd She was working morning shift, she came in to check me and my neighbour with Pneumonia too. When she was on my side i decided to talk to her. •S? You know that you made the difference in my situation? •Who ? Me? How? •Yeah, you your smile, and energy made all the difference, I'm not a person who trust words, I'm a psychological woman so this? This was what i needed •Oh, bby girl i am exactly the same, thabk you for your kind words. Wish you be discharged today •To Gods ear S. She left and yhe docs came in, they found what was the blood prices where down more, so they prescribed me antibiotics and probiotics and discharged me. I was jumping, S came in again, i told her and she smiled so big and i got lost in her eyes. I prepared my bag, i hot dressed and i was ready to go, S came again to say goodbye, i hugged her i was shaking, told her yo keep smiling and not hear a thing she was amazing and exchanged social media. She accepted me immediately and talked a little. That woman is what i was looking for, she is single but I do not know if she is interested. My plan is to go out for coffee so i can talk to her properly. She is just amazing. She came into my life just like angel, my guardian angel.